time check 8.51pm.
currently in school library.
finished pw and one whole chapter for hist.
feeling quite great.
meeting mum for dinner at 9.
i missed her.
i went to sonia's house to stay over last night.
she cooked spag with tomato prawns, roasted carrots and onions.
it was really good.
studied together, watched F1, talked a lot together.
slept past midnight.
i couldn't sleep.
i was freezing under the thin blanket,
wondering why you didn't tell me.
flipped and flipped.
next thing i knew.
it was already morning.

today,
was quite pissed of with joelle again.
but nevermind.
she decided to do some work.
but we'll wait and see what other funny things she'll try this time.
or maybe i am wrong.
who cares.
felt quite sad today because of some stuff i found out ytd.
i thought i was your friend
apparently i thought wrong.
i guess i wasn't much of a friend to you.
friends tell each other stuff that happen to them right?
but you didn't tell me.
and it is kind of a big thing.
am i the lousy friend that can't be trusted
or are you the lousy one who can't be bothered to
tell your friends anything.
i cared.
but you don't.
kind of hurts.
but you don't care anyway.
i just hope you made the right decision and
i hope you're happy with it.


okay now i feel sian all over again.
but, what ever.

promos, promos.
:'(